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たかさん
年齢:
41
性別:
男性
誕生日:
1983/09/08
趣味:
家庭教師、映画鑑賞、読書、株ほか趣味多数。絵画、ビリヤード、テニスも好き。
自己紹介:
簡単に自己紹介↓

英語と日本語を話す。

家庭教師、映画鑑賞、読書、株ほか趣味多数。

絵画、ビリヤード、テニスも好き。


座右の銘↓
【中部経典】より

過去を追うな。
未来を願うな。
過去はすでに捨てられた。
そして未来はまだやってこない。

だから現在の事柄を、
それがあるところにおいて観察し、
揺るぐことなく動ずることなく、
よく見極めて実践せよ。
ただ今日なすべきことを熱心になせ
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The more we buy, the more we get stuck 

If we want to stay light, we should not buy too many stuff to fill up the room.

Yet, owning good stuff is convenient and it makes you feel kind of secure (well, that's actually just an imagination).

The sad thing is that there is no guarantee that I will be living in the same house for long.

My income has never been a stable one. My first job was a straight-commission one and was never really successful in it. After that, I've been fired from 4 companies, using up nearly all unemployment benefits, leaving just two more days (will be back to 90 again if I could survive my current working place till the end of August).

So, I'd be buying the stuff right now, if I knew I would be living here next year and on. But what if I lose everything again? The stuff will not fit in my parents house if I go home for refuge.

The fear (which I deceived myself to regard it 'awareness') helped me save money required to live for an year and a half with no income. It is something I could take pride in but at the same time, it is just a proof of accumulated fear.

I'm scared shitless.

And the hay's getting my brains crazy.

How about moving to Okinawa, if I am to be fired again sometime?

There is no hay in Okinawa, and there may be a chance of me getting a job at the army base.

Taking these things into consideration, I will have to save some more money, enough to start out a new life, buying a cheap house in cash. Renting is an option, too, it will be expensive anyway.

So, am I going to spoil myself with the 184700 yen 'stimulus package,' buying the stuff I always wanted these years?

I don't know.
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