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[PR]× [PR]上記の広告は3ヶ月以上新規記事投稿のないブログに表示されています。新しい記事を書く事で広告が消えます。 The more we buy, the more we get stuckIf we want to stay light, we should not buy too many stuff to fill up the room.
Yet, owning good stuff is convenient and it makes you feel kind of secure (well, that's actually just an imagination). The sad thing is that there is no guarantee that I will be living in the same house for long. My income has never been a stable one. My first job was a straight-commission one and was never really successful in it. After that, I've been fired from 4 companies, using up nearly all unemployment benefits, leaving just two more days (will be back to 90 again if I could survive my current working place till the end of August). So, I'd be buying the stuff right now, if I knew I would be living here next year and on. But what if I lose everything again? The stuff will not fit in my parents house if I go home for refuge. The fear (which I deceived myself to regard it 'awareness') helped me save money required to live for an year and a half with no income. It is something I could take pride in but at the same time, it is just a proof of accumulated fear. I'm scared shitless. And the hay's getting my brains crazy. How about moving to Okinawa, if I am to be fired again sometime? There is no hay in Okinawa, and there may be a chance of me getting a job at the army base. Taking these things into consideration, I will have to save some more money, enough to start out a new life, buying a cheap house in cash. Renting is an option, too, it will be expensive anyway. So, am I going to spoil myself with the 184700 yen 'stimulus package,' buying the stuff I always wanted these years? I don't know. PR
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